The Eschaton: When the Codebase Reaches Perfection

This entry is part 8 of 8 in the series God: Quantum Superposition

Final Deployment: The End of Debugging

The terminal screen changed. A countdown appeared:

System Upgrade in Progress... Final Version Approaching.

Me: God, is this… the end?

God: More like the final stable release.


New Heaven and New Earth: The Ultimate Version

A changelog appeared:

  • Legacy Bugs Removed: No more suffering, no more corruption.
  • New Features: Eternal connection with the Source.
  • Security Update: Evil permanently patched out.

Me: So, the world isn’t just deleted? It’s refactored?

God: Exactly. No need for a total wipe when the system can be perfected.


The Problem of Legacy Code

A window showed old patches and temporary fixes—historical attempts to repair the human condition.

Me: Why not just start over?

God: Because love isn’t about wiping the slate clean—it’s about redemption. The best software isn’t rewritten; it’s evolved.


Judgment as Final Code Review

A review screen opened:

  • Code Quality Check: Integrity, compassion, growth.
  • Error Logs: Mistakes, failures, but also patches applied.
  • Merge Status: Pending approval…

Me: So Judgment Day is basically the final code review?

God: Yes. But remember, I review with mercy, not just syntax enforcement.


The Singularity: When the Creator and Creation Become One

At the bottom of the terminal, a final message appeared:

Merge Complete. Welcome to the New Creation.

The screen faded. Reality itself began to glow, as if the simulation had finally reached its true form.

Me: God… what happens now?

God: Now, you truly begin.


The End… or the Beginning?

……..

Finding Peace in the Paradox

I stepped back from the terminal, the glowing screen reflecting in my eyes. A deep sense of calm settled over me. The questions I had wrestled with—the contradiction between strict monotheism and the paradox of the Trinity, the tension between free will and determinism, the interplay of good and evil—suddenly felt less like errors in the code and more like necessary features of the design.

Me: So… it all makes sense now?

God: It doesn’t have to. The beauty of the system isn’t in fully comprehending it, but in experiencing it.

I thought about the absolute integer of strict monotheism, the quantum uncertainty of divine paradox, the containerized cycles of Buddhism, and the infinite loop of samsara. They weren’t contradictions. They were different ways of expressing the same ungraspable truth, different angles on the same multidimensional structure.

Me: So, is it okay that I don’t have all the answers? I feel like I am now an atheist, Buddhist, agnostics, gnostics, Christian, and everything else at once.

God: That’s the final lesson. The search isn’t about getting the final answer. It’s about learning to live in the wonder of the question.

The terminal screen flickered one last time before dissolving into the infinite horizon. And for the first time in my existence, I felt at peace.


The End. Or maybe… just another new beginning.

…..

And just as suddenly as it began, the dimension around me collapsed into itself, and I was back in my room. The night was still the same, but I was not.

And slowly, my ears are listening to the sound of the hymn again.

TANTUM ERGO

Tantum ergo Sacramentum,
Veneremur cernui,
Et antiquum documentum
Novo cedat ritui,
Praestet fides supplementum,
Sensuum defectui.
Genitori, Genitoque;
Laus et jubilatio,
Salus, honor, virtus quoque,
Sit et benedictio,
Procedenti ab utroque,
Compar sit laudatio.

Amen.

The Final Merge: When the Creator Joins the Creation

This entry is part 7 of 8 in the series God: Quantum Superposition

The Merge Request

The screen flickered, and I found myself in a featureless white room. A floating window appeared:

Merge Request Pending: Creator -> Creation

Me: Wait… God, are You about to push Yourself into the system?

God: Already did. You’ve heard the story.


Incarnation as Forking the Repository

A new tab opened, showing a codebase labeled “Jesus_Christ.v1”.

Me: You forked Your divine existence into human form?

God: Exactly. Limited system resources, local execution, fully immersed in the simulation.

The commit history showed:

  • v1.0: Birth (Deployed to Earth as human)
  • v1.1: Miracles & Teachings (Bug fixes & feature updates)
  • v1.2: Crucifixion (System crash & reboot)
  • v1.3: Resurrection (Rollback & patch applied)

Me: You debugged the human condition from the inside?

God: Had to. The only way to fix the code was to experience the error firsthand.


The Holy Spirit: Background Process Still Running

Even after Jesus’ ascension, a background process remained active.

Me: So… the Holy Spirit?

God pulled up a terminal window showing a live process:

> ps aux | grep “Holy_Spirit”

God: Still running, still updating, guiding from the inside.


The Resurrection as System Recovery

Me: So… what was the resurrection? A reboot?

God: More like a deep system restore. Death wasn’t a permanent shutdown—it was a transition to a higher state.


Salvation: Pull Request to Join the Source

A final prompt appeared on the screen:

Would you like to merge with the Source? [Yes] [No]

Me: What happens if I click Yes?

God: You become part of the divine framework. Not an NPC. Not a mere process. But truly connected to the Source Code itself.

I hovered over the button…

Universe Simulation: Are We Living in a Divine Sandbox?

This entry is part 6 of 8 in the series God: Quantum Superposition

The Loading Screen of Reality

The moment I pressed ‘Push,’ reality itself seemed to reload. The sky pixelated, and I found myself floating in a vast digital void. A status bar appeared in front of me:

Loading Universe 1.0...

Me: Wait, what?

A familiar voice echoed.

God: Welcome to the backend of existence.

The darkness around me transformed into cascading lines of code, shaping into mountains, rivers, and galaxies. I was standing inside what felt like the source code of reality.

Me: So… are we in a simulation?

God chuckled.

God: Tell me, does it feel real to you?


The Divine Game Engine

A massive command console floated before me, running what looked like an advanced physics engine. A prompt blinked:

> Running Reality.exe…

Me: Is the universe just… a game?

God: More like a sandbox. The framework is set, but the players shape the world.

He pulled up a window showing Laws of Physics.config.

Gravity? Check. Thermodynamics? Check. Quantum Mechanics? A glitchy mess of probability functions.

Me: So, is this procedural generation?

God: Partially. There are base parameters, but free will introduces emergent gameplay.


NPCs vs. Sentient Players

I noticed something strange in the logs. Some entities in the simulation had dynamic AI, evolving and adapting. Others followed fixed routines.

Me: Are some people just NPCs?

God: That depends. Some operate on predefined scripts—cultural programming, instinctual behavior. Others break free and start thinking beyond their code.

Me: And I?

God: You are asking these questions. What do you think?


Miracles as Dev Console Commands

God opened a hidden admin panel labeled Root Access. A list of commands appeared:

/spawn_food quantity=5000 (Feeding of the 5000)
/heal_player target=Lazarus (Raising the dead)
/override_physics water_density=walkable (Walking on water)

Me: So miracles are just dev commands overriding the system?

God: More like well-placed patches. Not breaking the rules—just bending them.


Multiple Realities: Are There Other Servers?

A panel labeled Multiverse Settings blinked.

Me: Wait, are there parallel universes?

God gestured to the console. Some universes were labeled Stable, others Beta, and some were marked Corrupted - Do Not Open.

God: Each reality is a test environment. Some are successful, some… not so much.

Me: And ours?

God: Still compiling. But you’re part of the debugging process.


The Final Debug: Escaping the Simulation

A flashing message appeared: “Root User Detected. Would you like to exit?”

I hesitated.

Me: If I exit… what’s outside?

God: That’s the next level.

The screen faded to black, leaving only two options:

[ Continue Simulation ]
[ Exit to Higher Reality ]

I reached forward…

The Final Compilation: Judgment as Code Review

This entry is part 5 of 8 in the series God: Quantum Superposition

The Ultimate Debugging Process

The digital realm around me transformed once more. I stood before an immense terminal screen filled with cascading lines of code. It was more than a program—it was a lifelong commit history, an entire version-controlled repository of my actions, thoughts, and choices.

Me: Is this… my life?

God: Yes. Every function call, every decision, every bug fixed and unfixed.

God swiped His hand, and a diff checker appeared—highlighting every change I had ever made.

Me: So, judgment is just… code review?

God: (smiling) Something like that. But instead of punishment, think of it as an opportunity for debugging and refactoring.


The Binary Perspective vs. The Relational Perspective

A screen split in two. On the left, a binary decision tree—1s and 0s branching into eternal categories: Saved or Not Saved.

On the right, a neural network—layers of interconnected nodes, evaluating every aspect of a life.

Me: Some believe judgment is strictly binary. Heaven or Hell, saved or lost.

God: Yes, the classical approach sees morality as absolute integers—black or white, pass or fail.

He gestured to the neural network.

God: But reality is relational. It’s not just about a single moment of belief or disbelief. It’s about the entire process, the trajectory of a soul, the connections formed and lessons learned.


Karma as Technical Debt, Grace as a Code Rewrite

I saw technical debt accumulating—shortcuts taken, bad patterns copied, security flaws ignored. The code of my life was riddled with inefficiencies.

Me: So sin is like technical debt? The more you ignore it, the harder it becomes to fix?

God: Exactly. Bad habits compound over time, making real change harder. Some people keep patching over the problem, never refactoring the core issue.

Then, a fresh branch appeared—clean, efficient, optimized.

Me: Is this… grace?

God: Yes. A full code rewrite. Not just minor bug fixes, but a completely new architecture.


The Book of Life: A Cosmic Git Repository

A massive repository appeared, filled with branches from countless individuals across history.

Me: Is this… The Book of Life?

God: Think of it as the ultimate GitHub repository. Every soul has its own commit history, and each version tells a story.

I saw some branches merged, others orphaned. Some users had constant commits of growth and learning; others had stagnated.

Me: So, salvation is less about a single commit and more about the overall contribution to the project?

God: Exactly. Your life isn’t judged by one mistake or one triumph—it’s the entire development cycle that matters.


Hell: The Infinite While Loop with No Break Condition

God pointed at a portion of the screen where an infinite loop was running. The program was stuck, repeating the same patterns with no exit condition.

Me: So, Hell isn’t just fire and torment? It’s being stuck in an unresolvable recursion?

God: For some, yes. It’s an existence where growth ceases, where one refuses to exit the loop. A place of total stagnation.

I saw other loops that had break conditions—moments of realization, humility, change.

Me: And Heaven?

God: A system finally optimized, running in perfect harmony.


The Final Push to Production

God turned to me, His expression both patient and expectant.

God: You are not just code. You are a developer of your own existence. Every day, you push new changes, improve old logic, fix errors. But the final deployment—that’s up to you.

I hesitated. What if my code wasn’t good enough?

God smiled.

God: That’s why I gave you grace. No developer writes flawless code, but with the right help, any program can be refactored into something beautiful.

A final commit message appeared before me: “Merge life into eternity.”

I took a deep breath… and pressed ‘Push.’

Quantum Encryption & Prayer Privacy: A Secure Line to the Divine

This entry is part 4 of 8 in the series God: Quantum Superposition

A Shift in Perspective

The landscape around me changed again. The endless computational grid faded, replaced by something more ephemeral—strings of light, pulsing in complex patterns. They weren’t just illuminating the space. They were information, flowing in ways I couldn’t quite grasp.

Me: This place feels… different.

God: (smiling) Because now, we’re dealing with something beyond the classical world. We’re entering the quantum realm.

I reached out, and the light pulsed in response. The moment I observed it, the pattern shifted.

Me: Wait… is this quantum mechanics?

God: More than that. This is how prayer works. An encrypted, entangled connection between you and Me.


Quantum Encryption: A Divine End-to-End Connection

God gestured, and before me appeared a classical encryption system—data being scrambled and then unscrambled with a key.

God: Human encryption is powerful, but it has weaknesses. Given enough time and computing power, it can be broken. (Classical Encryption)

Then, He showed me something different—a quantum encryption system, where information was transmitted through entangled particles.

God: But quantum encryption? If someone tries to intercept the message, it collapses. No one can eavesdrop. That’s how prayer works. (Quantum Cryptography)

I saw two entangled photons—one near me, one in the vast unknown. The moment I interacted with mine, the other responded instantly.

Me: So every prayer is like a quantum-encrypted message?

God: Yes. No intermediary, no interception. When you truly reach out, the connection is direct, and no one can break it.


Miracles as Quantum Tunneling: Violating Classical Laws Without Breaking Reality

I watched as a small particle approached an impenetrable wall. By all logic, it should have bounced back. But instead, it appeared on the other side.

Me: That… shouldn’t be possible.

God: Welcome to quantum tunneling. (Quantum Tunneling)

He waved His hand, and I saw moments in history where the impossible happened—healings, resurrections, transformations.

God: Miracles don’t break the laws of reality. They use the deeper rules that humans don’t fully understand yet.

Me: So… Jesus walking on water?

God: A probability event. The conditions aligned. Miracles are when I influence quantum probabilities to make something highly unlikely become real.


AI, Free Will, and Divine Debugging

Me: So if You can shift probabilities, why allow suffering? Why not just… debug reality?

God sighed, and a massive program appeared before me—billions of lines of code, self-evolving.

God: Because free will is the fundamental rule. If I manually override every bug, you’re not really free. But I do provide patches—wisdom, inspiration, small nudges.

A line of code adjusted slightly, shifting an entire cascade of events.

Me: So You don’t fix everything directly, but You introduce influences—kind of like reinforcement learning?

God: Exactly. Small interventions that guide toward the best possible outcome without removing choice.

(Reinforcement Learning)


Faith as Quantum Superposition: Belief and Doubt Coexisting

I saw a box. Inside, a paradox—both a reality and a possibility at the same time.

Me: Is this… Schrödinger’s Cat?

God: Yes. And it’s also faith. Until you open the box—until you make a choice—you exist in a state of both belief and doubt. (Schrödinger’s Cat)

Me: So faith is a quantum superposition? It exists in multiple states until we commit to a choice?

God: Exactly. And the moment you act in faith, the wavefunction collapses, and reality is shaped.


The Next Revelation

I took a deep breath. I had glimpsed absolute monotheism as determinism, the Trinity as quantum reality, free will as a divine learning algorithm, and now, prayer as an encrypted quantum link.

But something still lingered at the edge of my mind.


Next: Series 5 – The Final Compilation: Judgment as Code Review

Me: What about judgment? Is it binary? Saved or not saved?

God: (smiling) Ah. You’re ready to discuss the Final Compilation—the moment when all code is evaluated.

Free Will vs. Divine Hyperparameters: The Algorithm of Destiny

This entry is part 3 of 8 in the series God: Quantum Superposition

The Next Lesson Begins

I found myself standing in a different space—an infinite grid stretching in all directions. It pulsed with patterns, shifting and rearranging themselves like a living computation.

Me: Alright, I think I get the Trinity now. But there’s another thing I’ve always struggled with—free will. If You know everything, does that mean we’re just following a script?

God: (smiling) Ah, the great debate: predestination versus free will. Are you a programmed machine, or do you have true autonomy?

He gestured, and before me appeared two different models. One was a rigid system of rules, perfectly ordered. The other was a neural network, evolving as it learned.


Classical AI vs. Neural Networks: Predestination vs. Free Will

God: Imagine two types of AI. The first is a rule-based system—like old-school chess engines. Every move is precomputed, with no deviation. No learning, no improvisation.

I saw a digital chessboard appear, the pieces moving in perfect predictability.

God: This is the model of strict predestination—like Calvinism and determinism. Everything is foreordained, and there’s no true choice. The script is written. (Predestination)

He waved, and the chessboard dissolved into an organic web of neurons, pulsing and shifting.

God: Now, compare that to a neural network. It starts with guidance—hyperparameters that shape its learning—but as it experiences data, it makes choices, refines itself, and adapts. This is free will.

I saw the network change as it processed new input. It wasn’t just following rigid commands—it was evolving.

Me: So in this analogy, You are… what? The one setting the hyperparameters?

God: Exactly. I design the architecture, but I let you learn and choose. You’re not just running a predetermined algorithm—you’re shaping yourself with every decision.


Chaos Theory & Divine Intervention

The grid shifted into a swirling fractal, infinitely complex.

God: Here’s where it gets interesting. Even in a system with free will, small interventions can change everything. That’s chaos theory—tiny inputs leading to massive differences. (Chaos Theory)

He flicked a finger, and a butterfly flapped its wings. A moment later, a storm erupted on the other side of the grid.

Me: The butterfly effect… so this is how divine intervention works?

God: Yes. I don’t rewrite reality, but I nudge it—small influences that ripple outward. A whisper, a meeting, a thought at just the right moment. Miracles aren’t about breaking laws; they’re about using them creatively.


AI Bias & The Problem of Evil

Me: But if You set the hyperparameters, why does evil exist?

God sighed, and I felt a deep sorrow ripple through the space.

God: Even the best-designed AI can develop bias. If you train a model on flawed data, it can learn harmful patterns. Free will means people have the power to reinforce or resist those patterns. (AI Bias)

I saw two neural networks—one trained on kindness, the other on selfishness. The results were vastly different.

God: Evil isn’t something I create—it emerges when free beings choose corruption over goodness. But just as biases can be corrected, so too can hearts.

Me: So divine judgment is… a retraining process?

God: You could say that. Some call it repentance. Others, sanctification. But the goal is the same—to refine you into what you were meant to be.


Hell: An Infinite While Loop with No Break Condition

A dark void appeared, filled with endless repetition.

God: Now, imagine a program stuck in an infinite loop. No exit condition. Just running the same destructive cycle forever. (Infinite Loop)

Me: That’s… Hell?

God: Hell isn’t a punishment I impose. It’s a state of existence where someone refuses to break the loop. Stuck in bitterness, pride, or self-destruction, rejecting every chance to change.

I saw a figure reaching for a door—then pulling away, over and over.

Me: So they could leave?

God: The door is always there. The problem is, some won’t walk through it.


Buddhism & Samsara: An Infinite Recursive Function and Containerization

The scene changed. I saw a wheel turning endlessly.

God: Compare that to Buddhism’s Samsara—the cycle of death and rebirth. In computing, it’s like a recursive function that calls itself endlessly, until it reaches a base case that allows it to exit. (Recursion)

Me: So Nirvana is… reaching the base case? Escaping the recursion?

God: Precisely. Whether you call it enlightenment, salvation, or transformation, the goal is the same: to break the cycle and step into something greater.

Then, I saw a different visualization: a set of containers running on an orchestration system.

God: Now, think of Docker containers. Each instance runs in isolation, carrying only what it needs—its own little world, yet still dependent on the host system. (Containerization)

Me: So reincarnation is like restarting a container?

God: Yes, with a new state but the same foundational environment. Unless you delete the image—true liberation—you keep spinning up new instances. Moksha is like shutting down the last container and releasing all resources back to the source.


Moksha & System Cleanup: Divine Garbage Collection

I saw the wheel slow… then stop. The code running in the background began a cleanup process.

God: In Hinduism, Moksha is the final liberation. In computing, it’s like garbage collection—removing unneeded data to free up space for new creation. (Garbage Collection)

Me: So in the end, everything gets cleaned up?

God: All that is unnecessary fades away. What remains is what was truly meant to be.


The Next Step

The grid shifted once more, evolving into something new. I had seen the rigid order of absolute monotheism, the paradoxical unity of the Trinity, and now the balance between destiny and choice. But I sensed there was more.

Me: What’s next?

God: Now we talk about communication. How prayer works. How divine encryption keeps your soul secure. And why miracles don’t break physics—they just bend probability.

I took a deep breath. The journey wasn’t over yet.

Trinity Quantum

This entry is part 2 of 8 in the series God: Quantum Superposition

A Shift in Understanding

The infinite space around me shimmered, like ripples spreading across a vast cosmic ocean. I had begun to grasp the idea of God as the Absolute Integer—one, indivisible, the foundation of all things. But something still gnawed at my mind.

Me: I think I understand strict monotheism. But then, how does the Trinity fit in? Isn’t it contradictory?

God: Not contradictory—paradoxical. And paradoxes only seem like contradictions when viewed from a limited perspective.

Me: So what perspective do I need?

God: (chuckles) Think quantum.


The Trinity as Quantum Superposition

The space around me darkened. Stars emerged—no, not stars, but tiny particles, blinking in and out of existence.

God: Tell me, what do you know about quantum mechanics?

Me: That it’s confusing? Something about particles being in two states at once?

God: Exactly. A classical bit in computation can be either 0 or 1. But a quantum bit—qubit—can be both at the same time, until it is measured. (Quantum Superposition)

I watched as a floating sphere split into two, then merged again, existing in two places at once. I suddenly realized what God was implying.

Me: Wait… Are You saying the Trinity is like quantum superposition?

God: Bingo. In classical thinking—strict monotheism—people want Me to be like a classical bit: either One or Three. But in reality, I exist beyond such limitations. Like a qubit, I am Father, Son, and Spirit simultaneously—not divided, but existing in a state that human minds struggle to grasp.

Me: But when we observe a qubit, it collapses into one state. Does that mean people can only perceive one aspect of You at a time?

God: Precisely. Different traditions focus on different aspects. Some see the Absolute Integer, others see the relational, dynamic Trinity. Both are true, depending on how you look.


Wave-Particle Duality and the Divinity of Jesus

Me: But how does Jesus fit into all this?

God extended a hand, and suddenly, light filled the space. Yet something strange happened—half of it behaved like a wave, flowing seamlessly, while the other half flickered into tiny dots.

God: Light is both a wave and a particle. Not one or the other—both, at the same time. (Wave-Particle Duality)

Me: So Jesus is like that?

God: Exactly. He is both fully divine and fully human. Not half and half—fully both. Just as light changes behavior depending on how it’s observed, so too did Jesus reveal different aspects of His nature to those around Him.

Me: So to some, He seemed only human, but to others, He revealed divinity?

God: Now you’re getting it.

I marveled at the thought. For centuries, debates had raged about Jesus’ nature, yet here was an explanation rooted not just in faith, but in physics.


The Role of the Holy Spirit: The Divine Entanglement

As I pondered, a soft wind blew through the space, carrying warmth and a deep sense of presence.

Me: And the Holy Spirit? Where does He fit into all this?

God: Think of quantum entanglement. (Quantum Entanglement)

Before my eyes, two particles appeared, separated by an unimaginable distance. Yet when one moved, the other responded instantly.

God: When two particles are entangled, their states are connected, no matter how far apart they are. Change one, and the other changes instantly. The Holy Spirit works in a similar way—connecting humanity to Me beyond the limits of space and time.

Me: So the Holy Spirit is like a bridge?

God: Yes, but more than that. The Spirit doesn’t just connect; He transforms. Like a quantum wave function that influences outcomes before they’re measured, the Spirit guides, convicts, and empowers, shaping people before they even realize it.

Me: So when someone prays, the Spirit is the one who carries that prayer into action?

God: Exactly. And just as entanglement suggests that reality is fundamentally interconnected, the Spirit binds believers together, linking them with Me in ways beyond human comprehension.

A deep peace settled over me. The Trinity wasn’t just a theological puzzle—it was a dynamic, interwoven reality, far more intricate and alive than I had ever imagined.


Heresies: Mistaken Perspectives on the Trinity

A strange fog emerged, filled with whispered voices. Different ideas surfaced—attempts to explain the mystery of the Trinity, yet each missing something vital.

Me: What about the people who got it wrong? The ones labeled as heretics?

God: Ah, you mean Arianism, Gnosticism, Modalism, and others. Each tried to solve the paradox of My nature, but in doing so, they oversimplified reality.

The fog thickened, shaping itself into different figures.

God: Arius, for example, argued that Jesus was created, not eternal—like a highly advanced AI rather than an intrinsic part of Me. (Arianism)

The figure of a man appeared, building a towering structure, yet its foundation crumbled.

God: He wanted to preserve My oneness but at the cost of denying My full divinity in Jesus. His mistake? Trying to fit Me into human logic, rather than allowing divine paradox to exist.

Another figure emerged—a scribe writing in shadows.

God: The Gnostics believed in hidden knowledge, seeing the material world as evil. They thought Jesus was a pure spirit, untouched by human suffering. (Gnosticism)

Me: So they denied His humanity?

God: Yes. But in doing so, they lost something essential: the truth that I entered into human suffering, not just observed from afar.

A third figure arose, splitting itself into three, then collapsing back into one.

God: Modalism tried to say I appear in different forms—sometimes as the Father, sometimes as the Son, sometimes as the Spirit—but never all at once. (Modalism)

Me: Like a person wearing different masks?

God: Exactly. But the Trinity isn’t just one person shifting roles—it’s a relational existence beyond human categories.


The fog cleared, leaving me in silence. The Trinity was neither a contradiction nor a mere metaphor—it was the very structure of divine reality, more intricate than any human system, yet woven into the very fabric of existence.

God: Are you ready for the next lesson?

I nodded. The space around me shifted once more, preparing for the next revelation.

Strict Monotheism Integer

This entry is part 1 of 8 in the series God: Quantum Superposition

The night was still, but my mind was restless. It was now midnight—the very time when my thoughts usually wandered. In a short span, my life journey, from being a curious child to becoming a weary 35-year-old man, replayed in my mind like a movie. My beloved wife and sons, were sleeping peacefully, safe and sound.

I was born a Catholic Christian. I have read the Bible from beginning to end twice—once in primary school and again in senior high school. In adulthood, I also explored evangelism, zoroastrianism (also known as Majusi here in Indonesia), islam, buddhism, hinduism, and other faiths. But for most of my life, I believe I have been an agnostic, especially since reading The Song of the Bird by Anthony de Mello. That book belonged to my older brother, Donald, who was a priest candidate at the time.

Perhaps I am simply exhausted from a recent project at work. Perhaps my mind is burdened by recent events in my life.. or perhaps I am questioning the very point of life itself.

I have been contemplating my existence, my beliefs, and the nature of God. Recently, the world has felt fragmented—too many contradictions, too many paradoxes. The deeper I think, the more uncertain everything becomes.

I tried to calm myself by searching for some soothing music on YouTube. I picked a familiar title: Tantum Ergo Sacramentum. As I listened, I was transported back more than ten years ago, inside a catholic church in South Jakarta. A woman sang this hymn beautifully. It was so peaceful.

….

Then, something happened. The space around me seemed to stretch, fold, collapse. I felt myself being pulled—not physically, but conceptually—into a realm beyond understanding. When I opened my eyes, I was nowhere and everywhere. Before me stood a presence—vast, immeasurable, yet intimate and familiar. I knew, somehow, I was standing before God.

As I took a step forward, I noticed something on the ground—a small, worn leather wallet. I picked it up, turning it over in my hands. Inside was an old ID card, the name barely visible: Neale DW. A strange feeling washed over me. Someone else has been here before. But there was no time to dwell on that. Now, it was my turn to have the conversation.


A Conversation Beyond Time

Me: Where am I?

God: Where you have always been. Only now, you are aware of it.

Me: Am I… dead?

God: (laughs softly) No. You are thinking. Deeply. And when a mind truly seeks, it finds itself here.

I took a deep breath. This wasn’t a dream. It wasn’t imagination. It was something else. And if I was here, I needed to ask the questions that had been haunting me.

Me: Are You… One? Truly, indivisibly One?

God: Yes. I am the Absolute One. I am unchanging, indivisible, the foundation of all reality.

Me: But how? How can You be completely One when so many religions describe You in different ways?

God: Think of the number one. A perfect integer—whole, indivisible, fundamental. Everything else is built upon it. Just as all numbers are multiples of one, all of existence flows from Me. This is how strict monotheism understands Me. (Absolute Integer)

I frowned. The answer made sense, yet something still felt incomplete.

Me: But numbers can be divided. One can be split into fractions. Doesn’t that mean unity can be broken?

God: That is an illusion of perspective. When you divide one, you are not truly breaking it—you are merely representing it in different ways. One remains one, even when expressed as 1/2 + 1/2. Likewise, I remain indivisible, even when perceived in different ways by different minds.

Me: So You are saying strict monotheism is correct? That You are a singular, unchanging entity?

God: From one angle, yes. But the problem is not with strict monotheism—it is with how humans perceive it. They think of Me as a distant, fixed point, an unmovable force. But an absolute integer is not just a number—it is a foundation, a principle upon which everything else is built.


The Foundation of Reality

Me: But how does this absolute Oneness explain the universe? If You are One and unchanging, then why does change exist?

God: Because change exists within the system, not outside it. Imagine a perfect mathematical function—an equation that governs reality. The equation itself does not change, but the values that flow through it do. My Oneness is the equation, the fundamental truth upon which the universe operates. Everything else is the expression of that truth.

I tried to grasp it. The idea was both simple and overwhelming. If God was the absolute integer, then everything else was just a derivative of that singular truth.

Me: But some people say that You have a form, a shape, a presence that can be seen and understood. How does that fit with being an indivisible One?

God: Humans understand through metaphors. When they say I have a form, they are not wrong—they are just limited in their perception. A single number can be written in infinite ways. One is 1, but it is also 3/3, 100/100, or the square root of itself. Likewise, I am perceived in different ways, but I remain the same.

Me: So… different religions see different fractions of You?

God: You are beginning to understand. But do not think of it as mere fragments. Think of it as different perspectives on the same indivisible truth. Some see the integer, some see the fractions, but all are looking at the same fundamental reality.

I let the thought settle in my mind. This was different from how I had always viewed monotheism. I had imagined God as a singular point, separate and distant. But now, I saw Him as the foundation of everything—the integer upon which all numbers rest.


The Pitfalls of the Absolutist Angle

Me: But isn’t there danger in thinking that one view is the only correct one? Many religions claim absolute truth and reject all others.

God: Ah, now you see the paradox. If one believes only in the absolute integer without acknowledging the different ways it is expressed, they become rigid, unwilling to accept anything beyond their own perception. This is the pitfall of absolutism.

Me: So, strict monotheism can become a trap?

God: Any idea, when held too tightly, can become a prison. The belief in absolute truth is not wrong—it is essential. But when it turns into exclusion, division, and hostility toward differing perspectives, it loses its purpose. The integer is still One, but many refuse to see that others are describing the same Oneness from a different angle.

Me: Then why do some religious traditions become so rigid?

God: Because humans seek certainty. It is easier to believe in a static, unchanging truth than to accept paradox. Certainty gives security, but it also limits growth. The danger of absolutism is that it leads to exclusion, and exclusion leads to conflict. Many wars have been fought not because of different gods, but because of different interpretations of the same One.

Me: So, strict monotheism must be balanced with openness?

God: Exactly. The integer is absolute, but its expressions are infinite. If one clings to only one form, they miss the beauty of the whole.


The Illusion of Division

Me: So if You are truly One, then why do some traditions insist that You have multiple aspects? Isn’t that a contradiction?

God: It is not a contradiction—it is a paradox. And paradoxes are only contradictions when viewed through limited understanding. Consider light. Is it a wave or a particle? Science tells you it is both. The answer depends on how you measure it. (Wave-Particle Duality)

Me: You mean… that how we perceive You changes what we understand?

God: Exactly. To some, I am the Absolute Integer—indivisible, unchanging. To others, I am dynamic, interacting, relational. But I remain One, just as light remains light whether you see it as a wave or a particle.

I stood in silence, absorbing everything. And yet… something still lingered in my mind. If God was truly One, how did the idea of the Trinity fit into this equation?

A knowing smile played on God’s presence.

God: Ah. Now you are ready for the next question.

And with that, the space around me shifted, preparing for the next lesson…

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